Personal Note - 6 Months

It's been a very long time! 6 months since the last post?! WOW? So many things have happened so many things to tell. I will try to catch up and keep a better record for now on regarding my personal experiences in the lifestyle.

Welcome Back!

Alot has happened since I last made my post to my journal. I have a lot to update and post here. Basically I am no longer in Hawaii I am with my Daddy! I'll give you all the details of O/our relationship and how I finally got here! Stay tuned!

Face Slapping

Safety: Face Slapping

See also the articles about safety in general, for hitting on the buttocks and for flogging

Slaps on the face are dangerous. Hitting anywhere in the head is dangerous and, as you probably noticed, the face happens to be at the front of the head.

Never, ever hit with the closed hand, with the fist (that means no, nein, non, não, nyet (or it should be njet?). If you still don’t get it, get a dictionary and translate “no” from English to your language.

But even with the palm and fingers, you could hurt your sub.

First, you will shake the head. That is dangerous because of the whiplash effect on the neck, which could hurt the neck vertebrae, muscles and tendons (or, at the extreme, break the neck). You could hold the punished‘s face with your other hand, for diminishing this effect.

Second, you’ll shake the brains, which will hit against the inside of the skull, producing a small concussion. That is why the slapped gets dizzy and is the reason for the boxer’s knock out. Too strong or repeated impacts could, as in the boxers, damage the brains.

Shaking the head can also detach the eyes retina. If there is any weakness, it could happen with a not too strong slap..... [Finish Reading The Whole Article Here]

[source] Agony & Ecstasy

Personal Note - What Was I Thinking??!!

Whate was I thinking traveling halfway across the country on a bus from Texas to Virginia virtually NON STOP? I had feared having to endure 45 min and even 2 hour layovers in strange bus stations with family and belongings but the bus was so far behind schedule we barely had time to change our luggage from one bus to the next without getting left behind. It was sort of a blessing not having to stay at the crowded stations for hours but the constant on the move left us exhausted. I didnd't even have time to charge my cell phone battery we didn't stay in the rest stop longer than maybe 15 mins. That was just long enough to use the restrooms and grab a snack quickly. My knees were in so much pain. The bus was crowded with people who didn't speak english and needed help with traveling and there were bad children bouncing all over the place and one sickly child that was throwing up a few seats in front of me. The only thing I could think of was to stay focused on getting to my man. That was the light at the end of the tunnell. Just a day and a half left. I can do this!! I can do this!

Aloha!

Aloha! I have finally made it on the flight! My bags although heavy and packed are packed and ready to be checked in!! After this nightmarish two weeks I am just that more close to being with my true love!

I'm going to miss my dear friends. The place where I lost a bad part of me and gained a new part of me. I'm about to start my life over. Changes...oh well. But all for the best! But all I can think about is my trip ahead of me. In 3 days I will be in the arms of my love. I'm so tired. I can't wait to rest. I hope these few days go by quickly!!!

Personal Note - Stressed

Stressed! I want to be with him so badly I can taste it. Being so far from him with no end in sight is stressing me out. When with this mess be finally over and when can I be in my Daddys arms??

Personal Note - Distance Makes The Heart Grow Fonder... Or more suspicious??

i am in deep love with my Daddy. Surprisingly more than i thought i would ever be again since me and my x broke up in 2003. I've been trying to relocate ever since April and its been one delay after the other. I've never had a long distance relationship before, and definately not one that started online and definately not one that I shared an interest in the D/s Lifestyle before either so I really don't know what to expect. Sometimes I feel like I'm a school girl in love and the reckless throw caution to the wind sends a rush of adrenaline through my body then just as quickly as I feel that suddenly I'm shocked back into reality that of do I know what I'm doing?

I know we both love each other but the fact that we have not seen each other scares the hell out of me sometimes...it makes me feel uncertain sometimes. I feel in my heart and hope in my heart that He is true and isn't playing with my feelings. I hope we are not creating a fantasy that can not become reality.

He mentioned to me that he's suspicious of me because of His past relationships...and I'm equally suspicious of Him. But i think thats just a defensive shield that our hearts throw up to protect us. i can not think of not being with Him but i also do not want to be a fool either.

Personal Note - Obedient

Daddy i will be Your obedient sub, slut, bitch, whore, little girl, woman and lover always. Through my love and collar i am bound to You at Your feet a willing and faithful sub. You control my mind body and spirit. To be owned by You is such pleasure i have only known in dreams. A worthy master in which no man could tame me. I love You Daddy!

Personal Note - Move Along, Nothing 2 See Here

Today was a typical boring day...not much went on. I'll probably go out tonight for a few hours...but that too seems boring.

Personal Note - My Collar

My leash and collar is on its way...I'm so happy I can't wait till it gets here!!! Daddy says when i get there He will formally collar me...oh i'm looking forward to that as well!

Happy Anniversary Journal!

Happy Anniversary Journal

6 months old today!

Personal Note - 45 Days?? WTF

My Ex played a part in delaying me leaving my current location and going back to where I'm from. As I stated before I wasn't hearing anything about my paperwork and when I could get a date to leave. He mislead me for the umptenth time about the status of my relocating. I had to call my liason to get additional details and she did verify that it is being processed BUT the office gives themselves up to 45 days processing time to get the document back in my hands. I broke down crying because I was so tired of the lies and the BS it was taking to get outta here. I got my VISA and my passport done in less than 3 weeks!!! Why would it need to take 45 days to type out a one paragraph letter??!! OMG!! I guess I need to calm down...Daddy and I have so much planning to do and we need this time to get things mapped out. I need to find a kennell for my dog once I get there, and I need to find a house and a job in less than 30 days and we havent narrowed a location down yet. So I guess I need to take these days and chill and relax theres nothing I can do to speed the process up. When its time to go then its time to go. I guess I just have to deal with it.

Personal Note - Damn Do I WANT to be Abused??!!

Master Piece

i need to feel the sting of His whip
the sting of his belt

the sting of his hand against my flesh

it sings out in joyous agony
leaving behind the most beautiful blushing smile


He is an artist and my ass His canvas His whip His paintbrush


He paints beautiful hues of blues, pinks, reds, and purples on my delicate flesh

A perfect Master Piece!

written by me for my Daddy

Dacryphilia

Dacryphilia - The sexual arousal from the sight of tears in the eyes of a partner or seeing your partner cry.

{A philia is the love or obsession with a particular thing or subject. The suffix -philia is used to specify the love or obsession with something more specific. It is antonymic to -phobia.

Philia (φιλία) as a Greek word for love refers to brotherly love, including friendship and affection. This contrasts to the Greek terms Eros, or sexual/romantic love, and agape, or detached, spiritual love. However, it should be noted that English usage differs in some cases from the etymological use, and several of these words refer in English not to brotherly love but to sexual attraction.

The suffix -phile (or, in a few cases, -philiac) applies to someone who has one of these philia. It is the antonym of -phobic.

What follows is a list of words that have the suffix -philia.}

I just learned of the term Dacryphilia from a BDSM community online, Alt.com. Surprisingly this word is not in the English Dictionary yet lol.

Daddy has expressed to me that He believes that He has a fetish for seeing tears. He believes that it stimulates Him sexually. I tease Daddy about being a little sadistic but not overly sadistic. i don't have a problem with this fetish as i am pretty emotional and my pain threshold is pretty high but i'm not sure how heavy Daddy's hand is either lol! i guess W/we shall see.



Terminology/Keywords
dacryphilia
cry
arousal
philia

Articles

Personal Note - How Are My New Years Resolutions Fairing So Far?

My top 2005 New Years Resolutions are: Update

1. Be more fit - Doing pretty good Loss a few pounds looking to be more toned.
2. Enjoy life more - Eh, waiting to relocation I need new scenery relocating soon.
3. AVOID STRESS - Much better, waiting to relocate has me stressed.
4. Spend creative and fun time with family - C-/Still working on it.
5. Lose dead beat friends/relationships - Pretty Good!!
6. Develop myself more by taking up creative projects, hobbies or courses - Eh, still working.
7. Learn more about politics so I can VOTE in the next election LOL - Pretty Good.
8. Love and appreciate myself more - Pretty good and enjoying it!
9. Find a stable and loving compatible relationship - YES!!! I'm in love!
10. Be more patient - Eh, still working on it.

Not in any specific order but thats what I could think of off the top of my head.

Personal Note - Journal Entry Name Change

I changed my journal entry named from "wheresmydaddy" which I used when I first started the journal because I was looking for my Dominant to my submissive name "lyricspreciousrenee". Since i have found Him or rather He found me and He has named me i chose to change my journal name since I was no longer looking for my Daddy to reflect my ownership status. I'm so happy!

Personal Note - D/s - A Private Lifestyle For U/us

Daddy says that he loves when i call Him "Daddy", but around His mother and father i should not call Him "Daddy", but instead use His real name and i agree. Daddy wants to keep our lifestyle between He and i, which is fine with me. But, He says He doesn't mind if i call Him Daddy in front of his other relatives and friends. LOL i think i'd enjoy getting a kick out of seeing their reaction to how we will both interact with each other. i guess those not in the "Lifestyle" will not understand and will have far to many questions that we are prepared or willing to answer.

Personal Note - Daddy's Thoughts On Aftercare After Punishment

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Personal Note - Registered Submissive

Registered, Owned & Collared Submissive

Personal Note - She Is Named

Oh how my soul is content
He has shown me favor
and Has given me His name!

and her name is

Lyricspreciousrenee'

Aftercare After Punishment? - Yahoo Discussion

This topic is being discussed in a Yahoo BDSM group called ebonydomsnsubs. I copied it over as a point of reference only not to claim any ownership of it as the credit is given to the owner in the Yahoo Group in which you can join and see for yourself.

From: luv Date: Thu Jun 2, 2005 11:20 am Subject: Aftercare after punishment?

Recently, a dear friend of mine posted this question
on another group. I thought it was interesting and
this was my reply:

Should a sub/slave receive aftercare following
> punishment? I
> understand and support the need for aftercare
> following a session
> and/or subspace but not after punishment. In my
> opinion aftercare
> would just undo the behavior you were just
> correcting and possibly
> confusing punishment with pleasure....

I would like to address your question from a slaves
perspective. Recently, I shared a punishment I had
received over the weekend, I was told to post it on
all my groups as a means of humiliation, Master knows
how proud I can be sometime.....When I was punished, I
did not receive aftercare. I was kissed on the
forehead, was told I was loved and was left to think
about what I did. It did not feel good, especially
when Master removed himself. This is the worst. I
will NEVER do that again because I hated the feeling I
was left with. I will remember how that felt which
will motivate me to remember not to do it again. If I
were a Master/Dom, I would probably do the same thing
to get my point across. Now, there was however a
different form of aftercare if you will, later, he
reiterated the importance of who he was and why he did
what he did. What helped me bounce back was the
knowledge that he cared enough to discipline me. So
yes, there are differences and it works.

"luv"

Personal Note - Finally!!

Finally! Looks like my paperwork is done and on its way back here! Some reason they mailed it instead of faxing it but as long as I getting it this month I'm happy! And I should be outta here by the end of the month!! Thank God!!

Personal Note - Daddys Sad

Today Daddy was said about some personal issues He was going through. i could tell he really wanted 2 work them out. He doesnt like to have 2 depend on anyone and i could respect that. So, i just let Him know that i was always going 2 be there for Him whenever He needed me and i wouldn't push Him or baby Him. i will respect that He is a man and will never take that from Him.

Personal Note - Leaving Messages!

Ummm I've left a few messages via telephone and e-mail waiting to find answers to when I'll be getting outta here but no one has called me back. I see I might have to start acting ugly to get outta here. My patience is wearing thin!!

Personal Note - Still No Answer!!

They are really starting to piss me off. I'm stilling waiting for an answer its been nearly two weeks! How much longer do I have 2 wait to leave here!!

Personal Note - Missed Entries & Enhancements

I have been really busy and I've missed a few entries...well more than a few. Most of it is do to being so busy with tying to relocate but anyway...you will notice a few enhancements and changes that I will be making to my journal. The some personal notes will be written on stationary instead of typed directly into the journal. I'm thinking about breaking my personal notes into a secondary catagory and adding personal thoughts to the journal too. I've only added two entries written on the stationarly i think it looks nice but when u click on the individual link it covers my side panel and its not so pretty then. But other than that I think it gives it a nice personal touch. Thats if I can keep it up. It will be easier to track my personal entries from my studies and research. I hope you like the changes!

Personal Note - 100% Recovery

I'm 100% recovered from the temporary paralysis of the nerves in my face. I thank God, there has been no long term lingering affects of what happened to my nerves back in December. I've gotten my smile back, the headaches are gone, the pain is gone, I can blink and I am back to being myself! Keep stress out of your life!

Personal Note - Punishment & Discipline Revisited

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Oprah Punished!

Just some picture I got from one of the message boards that I visit often. It's just funny!

Submissive Poetry

MIND BODY & SOUL

Happy is the slave who submits mind body soul...

Total and complete for the pleasures of serving her
True Master.

As she seeks out Masters lusts
so to fulfill his every desires.

As she seeks out Masters needs
so to completely serve him.

To be his obedient pet, slave, slut, lover...

To be his prized treasure
is truly an honor which must be earned.

With training and discipline
she will learn all she needs
to know in order to serve and
please her Master fully.

When she faulters she will face
her Master in punishment.

For having sinned against him
displeasing him, disobeying him,
she feels truly lost. Empty when
she has done so, and will take
his punishment with grace and beg him for forgiveness.

She will thank Master for the lesson
he has taught her by his whip.

And wear the marks that he places
upon her with honor and pride.

For she knows he does all to her out of discipline and
Love.

Her greatest reward, her greatest
joy, is felt when she knows
she has fully satisfied and fulfilled
Masters every need and desire.

To be in his loving arms.

To be before him in his very presence
is truly an honor and privilege.

Nothing in this world can replace the
feeling of complete Love and Ownership
that Master gives to his slave.

The inner peace that he brings to his slave.

For all this she is blessed for being his.

To own, to use, to love...



Author Unknown

Submissive Poetry

On Her Knees


she is on her knees, waiting for You.
Patient, silent and still.
Mind wondering what You might do.
How might You inflict Your will?

Will it be pleasure, will it be pain?
Or will it be a lesson?
Something she will learn, something to gain?
Can she come closer to Your perfection?

Around her neck, a wide leather band.
A reminder of her submission.
Yours, taken into hand.
Joyful in her position.

her hands willing to serve.
Heart open, ready for suggestion.
she will endure whatever she might deserve.
she will live by Your direction.

You've claimed her.
Taken her for Your own.
As Yours she is free.
Given wings to fly but never alone.

she gives You her tears.
she gives You her screams.
You take away all of her fears.
And make reality of all her dreams.

she waits, filled with anticipation.
Wanting only to please.
To fulfill Your passion.
she is waiting for You on her knees...

author unknown

Various Types of Ownership Markings

There are various types of ownship Markings Dom/mes choose to mark their ownership of their submissive or slave.


Types of Ownerships Markings:


Permanent Tattos


Branding


Chastity Piercing




Cutting



Terminology/Keywords

Articles

Personal Note - No Humiliation for U/us

Ok Daddy and i have discussed the use of Humiliation and have weighed the pros and cons of it and have decided against the use of Humiliation in our D/s relationship. Except for the use of "bitch, whore, slut" which are purely sexual words that will be used in our play are the only words that will be allowed. There will be no emotional abuse allowed in our relationship. Thus i am able to finally put to rest the struggle to include Humiliation in my lifestyle.

Fascination With Spanking

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What is our fascination with spanking? Red, pink, purple, bruised, welped asses? Some of U/us like it soft, sensual, some hard, some extremly hard. Some of U/us love to be spanked by the hand, hairbrush, belt, whip, flogger, strap or whatever He/She can get T/their hands on. Well, at least if your the spankee of course. Whether Y/you are on the giving or receiving 'END' no pun intended W/we have a strong fascination with spanking.




Terminology/Keywords
spanking

Articles

Submissive Jokes

I found these jokes on the internet unsure who the author is but I thought they were funny enough to share.

If you hear the term "House Whip" on CNN and then get disappointed that they're talking about politics, you may be a submissive.

If a friend of yours tells you she can't get out of the house because she's all tied up....and you get jealous, you may be a submissive.

If stocks and bonds fascinate you, but you could care less what happens on Wall Street, you may be a submissive.

If you find yourself lying about your birthday just to get in an extra spanking or two during the course of a year, you may be a submissive.

If, deep in your mind, you think of tic-tac-toe as a game being played between the X's and The Story of O's, you may be a submissive.

If you hear a confused person say, "Beat me!" and you automatically yell out "Me next!," you may be a submissive.

If you actually wish your Mastercard would give you orders, you may be a submissive.

If you think that the three basic materials for bed sheets are linen, silk and leather, you may be a submissive (or at the least, kinky in general)

If you call your personal vibrator "Sir," you may be a submissive.

If you think your panties look best on you when pulled down around your knees, you may be a submissive.

If you see a road sign displaying, "Chains required" and wonder if that means, whips are optional, you may be a submissive.

If you read a headline about sub warfare, and picture two naked women cat-fighting over a cute Dom, you may well be a submissive.

If you dream of a beautiful leather jacket with a full face hood, you may be a submissive.

The Taming of the Shrew - William Shakespeare

"I am asham’d that women are so simple ‘
To offer war where they should kneel for peace,
Or seek for rule, supremacy, and sway,
When they are bound to serve, love, and obey."

- William Shakespeare
The Taming of the Shrew

Then God be blessed, it is the blessed sun,
But sun it is not when you say it is not,
And the moon changes even as your mind.
What you will have it named, even that it is,
And so it shall be still for Katherine.

Katherine - The Taming of the Shrew (IV.vi.19–23)



Explanation -

Katherine makes this contrite speech after Petruccio orders her to say that the sun is really the moon. Tired, hungry, and weary of their conflicts, Katherine at last relents and declares that, for all she cares, Petruccio might as well define reality for her from this point forward. In terms of Kate’s consciousness, even celestial events and objects submit to Petruccio’s will. With this, Petruccio’s victory over Katherine becomes inevitable: after this, she can resist his authority only halfheartedly, and her taming is nearly complete.

Thy husband is thy lord, thy life, thy keeper,
Thy head, thy sovereign, one that cares for thee,
And for thy maintenance commits his body
To painful labour both by sea and land,
To watch the night in storms, the day in cold,
Whilst thou liest warm at home, secure and safe,
And craves no other tribute at thy hands
But love, fair looks, and true obedience,
Too little payment for so great a debt.
. . .
My mind hath been as big as one of yours,
My heart as great, my reason haply more,
To bandy word for word and frown for frown;
But now I see our lances are but straws,
Our strength as weak, our weakness past compare,
That seeming to be most which we indeed least are.
Then vail your stomachs, for it is no boot,
And place your hands below your husband’s foot,
In token of which duty, if he please,
My hand is ready, may it do him ease.

Katherine - The Taming of the Shrew (V.ii.140–183)


Explanation -

Kate makes this long speech at the end of the play. It indicates a shocking transformation of her opinions about marriage and men, and it stuns everyone who hears it. The once shrewish Katherine now declares that Bianca and Hortensio’s widow are ingrates for looking angrily at their husbands—whom Katherine describes as their lords, kings, and governors. She says that a woman’s husband protects her and supports her, living a life of danger and responsibility while the woman is “warm at home, secure and safe.” In return, she says that the husband asks only for his wife’s kindness and obedience, which represents but tiny payment for “so great a debt.” A husband is to his wife as a prince is to his subject, and if a woman proves shrewish (“froward, peevish, sullen, sour”), then she is like a traitor to a just ruler.

Katherine says that women’s bodies are soft and weak because their inner selves should match them and that women should thus yield to their men. She then tells Bianca and the widow that, in her time, she has been as proud and as headstrong as they are (“My mind hath been as big as one of yours, / My heart as great”), but now she understands that “our lances are but straws,” implying that their weapons prove insignificant and improperly used. A woman should prepare herself to do anything for her husband, including, as Katherine does now, kneel before him and hold his foot. This speech indicates the extent of Katherine’s character development over the course of the play—she began the play by fighting against her social role, but now she offers a forty-three-line defense of it. The speech also summarizes the play’s view of marital harmony, in which husbands provide peace, security, and comfort to their wives, who, in return, provide loyalty and obedience.

[source] Spark Notes

Personal Note - Why OH Why!

I should have been outta here today...on a 2 flight trip back to the east coast. But no, I'm here and nobody knows what paperwork they need to complete this transfer. WTF? is going on?? I'm sick of this and I'm ready to go. I know what, its because I want to go is why its taking so freaking long to get this document together.

Personal Note - Moving Day, NOT!!!

Leave it to my X! Today was supposed to be moving day! I was supposed to have my stuff picked up and packed outta here and on its way back to my hometown. I had been on my x for 1 1/2 months to prepare the proper paperwork so that this transition could go smoothly and as planned. But nooooo....he dropped the ball and I lost my furniture pickup date and now they are talking about that they need some further paperwork before I can schedule my move. I would have been able to do it if he would have done his part. So now I have to involve his job because he dropped the ball! Damn! I'm so ready to leave here and get on with my life.

Somehow I think he did it on purpose because he knows I have moved on with my life and he realizes when I leave he'll never see me again. Ahhh! I'm so angry!

Spanking Blogs

Here is a list of Spanking Blogs I have found while surfing the internet. Some are interesting some are weird. The are written by all types of people of interest and backgrounds. Enjoy...

Spanking Blogs Listings

A Creative Spanked Wife
Beyond The Waves
Bondage Blog
Dark Fairy Tales
I'll Beg
Letters To An Angel
Punishment Book
Randomness
Submissive Reflections

MOVIE - Secretary

Most people in the "Lifestyle" should know abut the movie "The Secretary"!





MOVIE: SECRETARY

BRIEF: About a woman/secretary who has a fetish for pain.

DETAIL:

GENRE: Saucy Drama/Comedy

Rating: R for strong sexuality, some nudity, depiction of behavioral disorders, and language.

Cast: James Spader, Maggie Gyllenhaal

Director: Steven Shainberg

Running Time: 1 hr. 44 mins

Personal Note - Pants vs. Skirts

Somehow, some thing has come over me that has changed my outlook on things. I was always comfortable wearing jeans, pants, shorts because it meant i could just relax and sit back and relax without much thought. But since I've entered into the D/s BDSM Lifestyle and realize how much of a fascination I have with being spanked myself, I now feel the NEED yes I said the NEED to convert from PANTS to SKIRTS. Why is this you ask? Probably since I have found my submissive nature I feel more feminine and graceful with my submissive attitude. But lets not stop there! Oddly enough I feel that if I wore skirts not only will I be more desirable to my Daddy, He will have quick and easy access to have His way with me, but lets NOT stop there either...Most importantly I feel Daddy will have faster access to be able to bend me over His knee and spank me at a moments notice without the tussle with coming out of my jeans. Mmmmm how devine.

Happy Anniversary Journal!

Happy Anniversary Journal

5 months old today!

Religion vs BDSM

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Domestic Discipline - Different Animal?

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Spanking Devices

Here are a few websites that specifically sells or make spanking tools. I'll add more as I find them. Check them out.


Spanking Tools




Types of Devices
Canes
Floggers
Paddles
Straps
Tawses


Terminology/Keywords

Articles

Personal Note - Tsk Tsk Tsk

Now those of us in the Lifestyle no that you are not supposed to talk to other collared submissives. But most importantly we all know that you are NOT suppose to pursue a collared submissive or sway her from her Dominant. These are the rules folks! But nevertheless, my inbox or messages are over flowing with message from Dominants of all races, ages, and backgrounds. I am constantly complimented about my profile and the interests that I have listed on there but its as if the vultures are swarming the sky looking for the moment to strike. At this time...I am happy with my Dom. I hope that I can be with him and share happiness with him for a life time. Until anything changes...He has my heart.

Personal Note - 4 Counting Out Loud!

What is the deal with having to count out loud the blows or smacks a Master gives His sub/slave? Even though I have not received punishment from my Owner because W/we are not in the same area, Daddy says He thinks it would turn Him on for me to count out loud the number of each swat He gives me. Can anyone tell me the big deal? LOL.

Daddy's Personal Preferance To Appearance of the Pu$$y

i asked Daddy what His preference was to how the appearance of His pu$$y should look like. He says that He prefers it to be shaved...or just a little design (road strip) on the top but no hair at all. Me personally I like some hair but I don't really go completly shaved but I suppose I will have to once Daddy and i are together.

Be Safe People Use Your Condoms!

I came across a cute little site today called Condomania! They have all types of condoms, in different colors, shApes, styles, and sizes. I mean check it out!! The boast having 55 sizes. WHOA! LOL! They make having sex safe fun!

Extreme Foot Fetish

Hmmm Here I go again finding the most unusual Fetish(s) and sexual practices on the net. Trampled is a foot fetish site where individuals like to be stomped, walked on, jumped on and have toes and the WHOLE FOOT shoved in their mouths...for you Foot Fetish Folk...must visit the site to believe it!

Bruises & Bruise Care

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Personal Note - DO NOT WAKE ME!

i long 2 be at Daddy's feet, resting my head on His knees. He is like a dream come true. I wish not 2 awake...ever.

Personal Note - Daddy Panicked

Daddy panicked today when He could not reach my by phone today, or text message me. I don't know what happened i just didn't have the phone near by. He forgave me but was just a lil steamed He said when He could not locate me. i'll try 2 be more careful in the future. LOL.